I am still relevant,
BUT GOD......
It has been 15 years since I left my homeland behind because
of the fiddling and ranting and raving of a despot and dictator. I became part
of a Diaspora who's heart and blood still longs for the sights and sounds and
smells of Africa.
BUT GOD, has had
other plans and on my sojourn- first in New Zealand and now in the United
Kingdom I have learnt many new things. It has been 15 years of teaching,
lecturing and preaching about leadership and
Christian leadership development, values and principles. In that time I
have had the great privilege to meet many great men and women of God, people
who have spoken into my life and given me great insights. It has also been a
time where I have seen brilliant church leadership and very poor church
leadership. It has been a time where I have seen human failings and weaknesses
in all manner of church leaders both successful and those who are not so
successful.
At times during the last 15 years I have wanted to give up
on everything, my work, my family, my friends, God and my faith, in fact I came
to a point where I just wanted to curl up into a hole in the ground and let the
black cloud of depression engulf me. BUT
GOD, who promised to never leave me or forsake me has always been there for
me. He has never disowned me nor given up on me. So I have never disowned him
or given up on him.
In the last 15 years the plans I have made have not always
worked or come to fruition BUT GOD's, plan has always been in the forefront of my
mind, even though at times I cannot see it.
2014 for me has been both a rewarding year and a year of
frustration where I have questioned the relevance of what I am saying and as to
whether anyone is listening. I believe that 2015 will be a year of change but I
still believe that the vision that God has given me (I am feeling a bit like Caleb
at this point), it's mission and plan the values and beliefs are still the
same, they are relevant: The church needs to focus on its mission to tell their
world that Jesus is Lord and that he died and shed his blood for them. And the
church needs great leadership to see the mission accomplished. BUT GOD, is still in control.
Enjoy your New Year celebration because 2015 will be busy
there is a land to conquer a message to spread and change to embrace.
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